Just wait for it, the storm's coming {♥}

Catch On The Train.

This song is dedicated to you.♥♥

♥ Trying so fucking damn hard.

Saturday, June 28, 2008 BerniceChristineLee :3 9:29 AM

Dear Heart,
i know you’re hurt.
he said he couldn’t stand seeing you broken.
so when he broke you, i hope he closed his eyes.

I was reading a Yoosu Fanfic, & got that quote thingy on top from it.
I think it's really heartbreaking.
& It reminded me of Patty! ):
But It was Junsu who wrote that,
so I felt that it's really depressing too!
STUPID CHUNNIE. Thank you for fiction though! xD

Trying to get away from the habit of just you & me.

Yesterday's the last day of the week before I literally get to get out of school life for at least two days!
& it also means ONE DAY nearer to Sunday.
Which means Vanny is jumping with excitement?!
I really don't know. But yeah.
For me, I really hope I get to go to church?
DBSK DBSK DBSK.

Counting the times you're hands slipped in to my hand,
Minus-ing the times you're hands slipped out of my hand.
I come back to zero

Stayed back in school waiting for DIDI,
Decided to do my Math!
I finished 7H already!
Celine was there with me after A maths,
cause Dionne still has to go for CCA,
so she accompanied me for around half an hour!
THANK YOU! x)

Gosh, we were going mad and crazy about one particular question.
I was so blind to not notice it.
& we were having fits of laughters man!
It was really retarded!!

*kisses*

Maths drives people nutties!
& it's definitely proven!
YEAH!

Which after we packed up & went to meet DIDI,
& home sweet home!

I wish time would stand still, for me to think through what life means from the start.

Spent time with Dionne after school ended and all.
There were mostly me being an ass to her.
no wait. scratch that.
SHE BEING AN ASS TO ME.
She didn't allow me to listen to my music.

We talk & silence. Talk & silence!
It was extremely hilarious!
Gosh, DIDI! you really make me laugh.
I MISS YOU ALREADY LUH.
Honored right?!

The funniest part of the day was when she said " I saw my father's car."
So normally you would think:
[Someone else driving the same car as her daddy]
But she proceed to say.
"I mean I saw my father in the car driving his car."
LOLOLOLOL.

It isn't funny when I type it out.
Its the on the spot funny kinda thing.
I bet Ari didn't get it either!
HAHAHA. xD

The reflection scares me when I look at it.
Because of the unfamiliarity.
& I always wonder who's that person staring back at me.
It looks so sad, so lost.
Are you? Let me comfort you, I'll try.

It's Saturday morning!
Another boring morning fulled with Patrick & Patrick & Patrick (:

Went to meet Twin ytd after meeting Dionne for a short while.
Aish. Missy wissy you!
Thank you for the chocolates and sweets xD
I love you (:

& For being there for me,
Thank you so much.
I'll be seeing you later again so I shouldn't be blogging much about you now anyways.
Just thought I earnestly say THANK YOU MY BBY! *kisses*

Was webcaming with SIAO CHA BO AND DA BO.
They were awfuly cute and amazing people.
You're the perfect couple I'll ever witness in my life.
HAHAHA! I love you guys so muchhh!

& in a blink of a night,
I became their child! WONDERFUL.
another walking ATM machines for me xD
JUST KIDDING.
Bernice misses you two muchiess!
Catch you on Sunday! *Huggles huggles*

& I forgot to mention that I went for my friend's workshop!
Met really great people there!
You people all rock!
I miss you guys already, you all already know!
MUHAHAHA!

ALL NICE NICE PEOPLE.
G♥D L♥VES Y♥U.

You just remind me how is it like to fall,
never get up,
smile because it happened,
& never turn back again

Sorry, if there's going to be alot of spelling mistakes.
Currently I have been in a call with Rayray for like 2 hours!
OMO! MY OVERSEAS BILL O.O
Mummy should be happy!
I haven exceed for four months of 25 bucks JUST for emergency days like THIS. :D

For some reasons, I feel like preaching to CHILDREN who are overspending money!
Spending too much time on their Phone & all.
I can have a million reasons why you shouldn't have a phone.
KIDS BELOW 16! PAY ATTENTION.

REASONS WHY YOU SHOULDNT HAVE A PHONE.
No.1
I don't think a fucking phone is REALLY essential once you have MSN,
calculate how many people on your contact list actually DO NOT have MSN.
OF COURSE DONT BE AN IDIOT & TELL ME ALL THE AUNTIES AND UNCLES.
why do we actually REALLY need a phone?!
To be able to contact adults.

Don't tell me you have no internet at home.
If you can actually afford paying your stupid handphone bills & getting the latest model handphones! GO buy a fucking internet connection.

no.2
You can even WEBCAM in MSN,
rather than fucking 3G in your stupid phone which is going to cost a bomb!
MSN IS FREE, PEOPLE!

& you can have the screen BIG BIG to the size of your screen!
really, you look stupider looking through a tiny screen of your handphone rather than a CPU.

no.3
Instead of smsing a BILLION smses,
why don't you just fucking call the person & whatever you smsed can be made into at least a 10 minutes call! TRUST ME. It can be done.

no.4
Don't say a person that doesn't have a phone has NO life.
You just wanna look cool with a fucking gadget!
& pretend to be on the call or pretend to sms when someone's looking!
LOSERSSSSS!

no.5
Don't say you're friend is busy thats why you have to contact via Handphone.
It's a nonsensical staement. GOSH.
If you're friend is busy, LEAVE HIM/HER ALONE. (:

no.6
there's still the HOUSE phone.
It's NOT old-fashion you idiot!
try to be contented with what you have!
PUBLIC PHONES. yesh!

CHILDREN THAT ARE BELOW SIXTEEN, I HOPE YOU MAMA AND PAPA SEES THIS!

I'm sixteen so its only right that I say I can't live without a phone (:

End of ARGUMENT.

Baby you're all that I want,
Picking you up when you're feeling down.
Nothing can change what you mean to me.
Just hold me now,
Cause our love will light the way.
Credits: Heaven. [Random Lyrics]

I know I've been too obsessed with Patrick & all.
SO shut up when I talk about them.
You can just pretend to be interested! hmpf!
So I rise and shine early in the morning to check him up again.

It's getting worst every time!
His practically [DYING] now. Rather than [Shaking like the earthquake]
& He deleted some of his videos from youtube too!
I told you SHANE was a FAKE.
He just didn't want people to think he's the one who broke Patrick heart.
His really a typical bitch.

I was reading a 10 friend note that Patrick did.
& he said he would date Chad IN A HEARTBEAT!
LOL. I mean yes, the excitement.
BUT they're like best friends and some sort, its more like he would, but it would not happen.
I really wonder why is Patrick holding on for?
Bby! It hurts when you hurt!

Aish! My Obsession. Let me BE.
Early in the morning & all the sour feelings.
Damn Patrick. Make yourself better to make me feel better too!

If you are some random pop TART who happens to come to my blog.
If you're homophobic. YOU CAN GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE.

P.s : I should dedicated a corner of space for my Patrick updates everyday in my blog (:
HAHAHA! *kisses*

PURPLE MAKES ME GAY :S